I have seen your courage, heard your voice, shared hours with you - working hard on life and sharing what it challenges us with. I have let you close to my spirit soul and heart and now do not know for sure how to let you go and us to be apart. I did not think at my own age as yours that 36 yrs would be so short. I have never met anyone with your spirit and soul and way of being. I just hope that you do not have to suffer much more and that if you have to leave that its not painful and quick and if you can receive a miracle and stay and be healthy again I would love that more than anything although I do not think its part of lifes journey for you. So please know that while you were here - you left a part of you in my spirit and soul and every day I have left I will try to make a differnce still to just as you and I discussed and that will be my gift to you. I love you now and always will - perhaps we will get to see each other again someday when I am no longer able to stay on earth in this life too. But until that day and time I want you to know I love you and have learned so much from you and would give you my time or anything I could if I could - I will miss you soooo much. I thank you for letting me feel so close to you and learning so much about life from you - right down to your last emails while you were passing through your last phase of your journey - I will always keep these-thanks for letting me know and feel so special. No right to copy without the expressed permission of Celia 1/2000

Celia

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